Zeros and Ones

Has it really almost been a year....

Mon, 09 Jul 2007 06:09:33 GMT

...since I've been on here? Crazy.

Well, things are good, and my man is sexy. =)

I have a new apartment as well.. on Rural and Baseline. Those of you whom I haven't seen in ages, come over.

It's been a long time.

Thu, 27 Jul 2006 21:59:47 GMT

So much has happened in the past couple of months..

- I now live in Tempe with my best friend Holly. It's the best.
- I had my first stripper experience at Brandon's bachelor party.

Actually that's about all that's happened.

It gets lonely out there sometimes.. you people whom I call my friends need to start dialing my number a little more often. =)

Prom was fun.

Tue, 02 May 2006 05:47:41 GMT

Look at our sick ride brah..

Sat, 15 Apr 2006 16:11:32 GMT

Today is definitely not my birthday, no way.

It's been 2 months.

Thu, 09 Mar 2006 20:43:54 GMT

I've really been enjoying this whole art thing.

I finished this one today.. oil pastels.

Someone's 18 today..

Fri, 06 Jan 2006 21:36:52 GMT

Happy Birthday Christopher Kelley. I know you're never on here.. so this post is really for all those people who forgot it was your birthday and can now wish you a happy day. I love you MC!

Poopiddy.. Doopiddy.

Thu, 17 Nov 2005 20:48:22 GMT

I am so happy I reunited with my good friend Michelle last night. It is such a small world, I swear, by the moon and the stars in the sky.
My feelings are weird right now, I'm not sure what to do/think/feel.

Sun, 23 Oct 2005 07:36:28 GMT

I love:

Mon, 17 Oct 2005 09:32:25 GMT

Tonight was the Iron and Wine show.. Oh how I loved it. Having Brian and Sean woo some stranger girls for 2 dollars so we could actually get in was probably my favorite part.

Tomorrow is Dear and the Headlights and Vanilla Chai Tea with Brian. I see fun times in my future.

Guess what?

Mon, 10 Oct 2005 05:31:43 GMT

I'm really happy. =) See?

And bachelorette parties are fun...

Poop. Dood. Boob.

Fri, 30 Sep 2005 23:53:38 GMT

I lost my phone finally.. I knew it would happen one day.

I bought a new one today though and so I have none of the old numbers in here. 480.735.4295 is my new number so you should all text me with yours or something along those lines.. thank you. =)

Pass the butts to the left hand side.

Mon, 19 Sep 2005 05:24:27 GMT

This weekend was a doozy. I sure do love my friends. =)

Happy birthday to my brother this past Friday, I made him a cake. He didn't eat any of it because everyone else got to it first, but I'm glad he hung out with us.

I'm pretty darn happy right now.

Whew wee.

Tue, 06 Sep 2005 06:41:03 GMT

I realized that I haven't the slightest idea what I want, and that I'm ok with it.

This weekend was the best.

Achoo.

Tue, 30 Aug 2005 05:34:27 GMT

No one could capture me better in a portrait than Tim..

That's me flying high.

Joh k.

Wed, 24 Aug 2005 21:45:18 GMT

I'm looking at pictures on my wall of two people who used to be very important to me in my life. I hardly talk to either of them anymore and it makes me realize how phony most relationships are. Whether it's friends, or a significant other, nothing seems to be very consistant in my life anymore, and it's really disappointing. I love all everyone who has been there for me at some point and am so thankful to have people who care about me, but at the same time I feel like I don't have anyone. I can't wait until this phase I'm feeling passes.

Today is my last day off till Sunday,, bah.

I'm not sure what's going on..

Sat, 20 Aug 2005 08:17:36 GMT

I don't really know what to do. Should I wait and see? Should I just forget about it? I guess we'll see what happens.

Tonight started out with Zack calling me and saying, "Lauren, we're almost to your house, we're gonna pick you up.. and Lauren, you're smoking lots and lots of weed tonight."

You can imagine how my night was.

Thank you.

Tue, 16 Aug 2005 06:35:23 GMT

Thank you for everything. You're definitely one in a million and I hope you feel better soon.

She's beautiful.

Mon, 15 Aug 2005 02:59:10 GMT

She's such a mystery. Just when you think you know exactly how she feels, she surprises you with something that you don't understand, and you start to think that perhaps she really feels differently. When you ask her if she does feel differently, you almost feel stupid for asking because she makes it clear to you that she loves you and isn't going anywhere.

It comforts you for the time being, until you do something stupid again and she points it out to you. You take it as her pointing out your flaws and get offended, even a little hurt, but she explains to you that she loves you and is just trying to have a nice laugh.

She wants to do something with someone else, someone she claims is just a really good friend. You tell her you're ok with it, but you really have that little scared feeling in your stomach that she might enjoy this person's company more than she enjoys yours. She lets you know that she loves you and isn't even interested in anyone else.

You feel like you have to act a certain way around her, and that you're not allowed to show certain feelings, because she has this idea of a perfect significant other and if you don't match what she's looking for, she's going to split. So when she tells you that you're starting to act like what she doesn't like in a significant other, you get scared and just forget about how you felt bad, and bottle up those feelings so that she won't think you're just like every other person, that you're different.

You know you love her, you love her so much, you're just always wondering how much she really loves you.

Thu, 11 Aug 2005 05:39:21 GMT

I found out that I'm going to be painting in my Art and Design class.. I'm way excited for that.
I work tomorrow.. poop. This whole waitress thing is getting old. What are some other good jobs?
Today I saw a drug bust while I was eating lunch.. that was neat.
Do me a favor, just jiggle it a little it'll open.

I really just love him.. even if he is making a grumpy face.
Lunch Friday//=)

These surveys and I have a love/hate relationship.

Mon, 08 Aug 2005 10:56:44 GMT

Name: Lauren Ashley Wintrow.
Age: 17.
Height: 5'6"ish.
Weight: 125.
Eye Color: Brown.
Natural Hair Color: Dark Brown.
Piercings: My ears are pierced a couple of times.. and I used to have a secret piercing.
Tattoos: Eventually.
Location: Gilbert.
School: Gilbert High School.. GO TIGERS CLASS OF 2006. Gross.
Occupation: Waitress at Taste of VaChina.
Siblings: Amber 21, Sean almost 19, Amanda 17, Robert 16, Jackie 20.
Pets: Cleo the Cat, Rusty the dog, and Bippy the bitch.
Hobbies: Sewing, Crocheting, making sweet sweet music, relaxing with loved ones, and some other fun stuff.
Religion: Nondenominational.
Dietary Preference: Carnivore.
Sexual Preference: I like boy.

FAVORITES
Color: Brown and Green.
Number: Three.
Music Genre: The good stuff.
Band: The Beatles.
Singer: Whatever the singer's name from Simple Plan is.
Song: That's impossible.
Movie Genre: Comedies for the most part.
Director: Tim Burton DUH.
Movie: Either White Oleander, or Matchstick Men.
T.V. Show Genre: The funny stuff.
T.V. Show: I would be weird if I didn't say Family Guy, but also The Simpsons, Boy Meets World, Reno 911, and whatever warms my heart.
Actor: Probably Will Ferrell, just because I've never not liked something he was in.
Actress: Alison Lohman, Shannyn Sossamon, and Natalie Portman.
Website: www.google.com
Scent: Lucky.
Flower: Lily.
Animal: Beluga Whale.
Food: Uhh.. Ice cream?

ARE YOU
Happy?: It's the only way worth being!
Smart?: I'd say so.
Racist?: Everyone is to an extent, but I love negros.
Bitter?: Every once in a while of course.
Homophobic?: I have two gay uncles and I love them very much. =)
Talented?: In certain areas.
Ditzy?: Pfft.
Double Jointed?: I don't think so.
Shallow?: Not shallow, just realistic.
Modest?: Kind of.
Down to Earth?: I think I am.. I hope other's think I am.
Sarcastic?: Of course not.
Mean?: When it's necessary.
Silly?: I'm pretty darn silly.
Funny?: I think so.
Pretty?: Pretty what?!
Strong?: Physically; Not at all, emotionally; That's a little stronger.
Ambitious? Yes.

DO YOU
Smoke?: Yes.
Drink?: Yes.
Pray?: I should do that more often.
Sing?: With my brother.
Dance?: Who doesn't?!
Make Music?: With my brother.
Shop?: I've spent over 200 bucks on clothes alone in the past 2 days.. yikes.
Talk to Yourself?: I don't have conversations with myself but I think outloud a lot.
Dye Your Hair?: I used to.. I haven't in quite some time.
Wear Makeup?: Of course, but I've cut down.
Drink Coffee?: Too much.
Swear?: Usually when I'm kidding around.
Read?: I love it.
Sleep?: Who doesn't? I mean, seriously?
Dream?: Quite often, I just had a discussion about dreams this evening.
Make Wishes?: I wish I didn't.
Have a Cell Phone? Why yes, I do.
Cry? Only when I need to.

HAVE YOU EVER
Done Drugs?: Sure.
Been in Love?: Yeah.
Been Arrested?: Jup.
Broke a Bone?: Nah.
Crashed a Car?: Nope.
Broke Someone's Heart?: So he says.
Had Your Heart Broken?: I don't get broken hearted.
Baked Something?: Myself.
Been Outside the U.S.?: I lived in Frankfurt, Germany for a year.. and then Rocky Point of course.
Had Milk or Soda Come Out Your Nose?: No.. I'm scared of that ever happening, I think it would hurt.
Had Surgery?: Never.
Lied?: If anyone says no to this, they're lying.
Stolen?: Jaaah.. and got caught too.
Been in a Fight?: I'm a lover?
Got Lost?: This past New Years.. I was driving the wrong way for so long.
Bitten Someone?: It's a dirty habit.
Had Stiches?: Cannot say I have.
Been Grounded?: Half my life.

LAST TIME YOU...
Cried: Uhh.
Threw Up: When I smoked too much hooka for the first time.. it was last year some time.
Slept: 18 hours ago.. I need to go to bed.
Ate: I think about 7 hours ago.. Nick grilled steak and chicken, and his mom made zucchini, corn, and salad.. we actually ate at the dinner table all together, it was delicious.
Had a Sleepover: Umm.. I seriously can't even remember.
Made Fun of Someone: Probably about 5 hours ago.
Saw a Movie: The last movie I saw was Wedding Crashers I think, just a week or so ago.
Laughed: About 5 hours ago I think too.. Dylan and Nick are crazy.. especially together.
Brushed Your Hair: After Nick and I got out of the pool around 9pm I think.
Brushed Your Teeth: 2 hours ago.
Showered: This Morning.
Exercised: Swimming counts right? If so then about 6 hours ago.
Wrote in Your Journal: Last night.
Drew a Picture: Wow, I just realized I haven't in a long time, I should catch up on my drawing.
Went to a Concert: A local show less than a week ago.
Bought a C.D.: a few months ago I think.
Watched T.V.: Today at Nicholas'.
Read: I'm reading this damn thing aren't I?

EITHER/OR
Night/Day: Night.
Summer/Winter: Winter.
Black/White: White.
Pro-Choice/Pro-Life: Pro-Choice.
For/Against Gay Marriage: For.. if they want to do it, just let them.
Blind/Deaf: I'd be blind over deaf any day.. I love music too much.
Chocolate/Vanilla: Chocolate.. unless it's ice cream.. then Vanilla.
Cake/Pie: Pie, I love fruit.
Cat/Dog: Dog for sure.
Fall/Spring: Fall, I love the colors.
Mustard/Ketchup: Mayonaise.
Sun/Moon: Moon.
Paint/Draw: Draw.
Write/Listen to Music: Listen to it, I'm horrible at writing it.
Rain/Sun: I'm an Arizona girl.. rain, der.
Skirts/Pants: That's really hard, I love skirts, but nothing beats a nice pair of pants.
Hugs/Kisses: Hugs, you can recieve and give them to anyone without upsetting anyone.

FILL IN THE BLANK
I Am ___: Tired.
Life is ___: Splendid.
I Hate ___: Negative people.. and Coke products.
I Love ___: Jew.
I ___ God: Learn more about.
Religion is ___: Man-made.
I Miss ___: Jill.
I Regret ___: A lot of things..
___ is Disgusting: Poo.
I Will Never ___: Be able to put my legs behind my head.
___ Make Me Cry: Sad Movies.
Death is ___: A Cab for a Cutie.
___ are Scary: Girls.
___ Frustrates Me: Thread breaking while I'm sewing.
No One Should ___: Dwell on the past.. what's done is done, look forward to what's to come!
___ Angers Me: Lying.
I Should ___ More: Excersize.
I Should ___ Less: Worry about things.

RELATIONSHIP CRAP
Are You Single/Taken: Taken.
For How Long: About 2 months now.
Do You Have a Crush?: On Nick.
Do You Believe in Love at First Sight?: It's cute to think about and say.. buuuut I don't think so.. or else everyone would be in love with everyone.
Have You Ever Broken-Up With Someone?: Jup.
Have You Ever Been Broken-Up With?: Jup.
Your First Kiss Was: Adam Mustafa, 5th grade.. it was just a peck.
Do You Think There's Someone For Everyone?: I think so.
Does Age Matter?: It has to be acceptable.. not gross.
Ever Want to Get Married?: When I find the right person.
Are You Scared of Commitment?: Nope.
What's Your Longest Relationship?: Over a year.. I don't know how long exactly.
Every Cried Over a Boy/Girl?: When I was stupid.
Ever Have a Boy/Girl Cry Over You?: Lol yes.
Do You Kiss on the First Date?: Nope.
What Do You Think About One Night Stands?: Blegh.
Do You Want Kids?: Of course.
Are You Happy Right Now w/ Your Status?: Happier than ever. =)

SIGNIFICANT OTHER PREFERENCES
Height: Tall enough to wear heels and still be shorter than them.
Weight: Not gigantic.. it's just unhealthy.
They Must Be: Funny, honest, respectful, fun, attractive.
They Must Have: A nice car, lots of money, and big feet.
Funny/Serious: Uhh both.. at the appropriate times.
Outgoing/shy: Outgoing for sure.
Sarcastic/Sincere: Not TOO sarcastic, buuuut it's fine.
Pansy/Meathead: Pansy.. I hate fighting.
Sensitive/Strong: Not girlier than me, otherwise some sensitivity is nice.
Touchy-Feely/Reserved: Touchy-feely in private.. a little more reserved in public.
Homebody/Party-er: Homebody.
Attracted to Opposites or Someone Similar?: Similar.
Preferred Style: They're own.
Important Traits: Maturity, Honesty, Sense of Humor, Respect, and outgoing.. ness?
Do You Care of They Smoke? Not really.. it's they're decision.
Do You Care of They Drink? I don't want to date an alcoholic.
Do You Care of They Use Drugs? Which ones?
Are You Picky: I'll give anyone a chance.. but I wouldn't be with just anyone.

RANDOM FINALE
How Long This Survey Took: A pretty long time man.
Three Things You Can't Live Without: Friends, Family, and Coffee.
First Think You Do When You Wake Up: Think about going back to sleep.
What Color is Your Room?: Red and Blue.
Do You Laugh A Lot?: Oh boy do I!!!
Your Fears: I just spent a long time thinking about this one, and I really can't think of anything.
Your Talents: Sewing, and Crocheting?
Your Best Feature: My eyes.. That's the only thing I get compliments on.
Your Worst Feature: I dunno.
Is Your Room Dirty or Clean?: Dirty at the moment.
Are you Sloppy or Organized?: organized
How Old Do You Want to Be?: The age I'm supposed to be.. I like expierencing life.
What Kind of Pet Do You Want?: A pug.. a black one.
Pet Peeves: People interrupting, repetative noises, people touching me or getting close to me when I don't know them.. and anything crowded like the mall.
Guilty Pleasures: shuffle board.. shopping.
Ever Seen a Dead Person?: Yes.
What Shampoo Do You Use?: Treseme.. Ooo la la.
Are You Still Bored?: No, I'm just really tired. Good night.

Tue, 02 Aug 2005 08:42:44 GMT

My purse contains many things..

I have to admit.. Arizona is pretty gorgeous sometimes.

My new favorite musical instrument.. grass.

Jesus Travis..

Life is good.

For those of you who I haven't seen in a while..

Tue, 26 Jul 2005 23:11:27 GMT

My hair's brown.. and I'm doing well. =)
Oh, and I made this.

I love Nick and Nite.

Tue, 26 Jul 2005 05:23:01 GMT

Things have been going really well lately. Nick said I looked like a hippie today.. and someone called him a hippie last night.. I guess that means we're perfect for each other?

Sun, 24 Jul 2005 19:42:24 GMT

Let down.

I'm having the time of my life..

Tue, 19 Jul 2005 03:27:06 GMT

I haven't felt this way for someone in quite some time. I like it a lot. I like that he likes me. I like that I can be myself around him and he doesn't mind. I like that he can be himself around me and I don't mind. I don't know if it's going to last forever, but regardless, I'm sure glad that it's happening right now. There's no one else I want to be with and I don't think anyone could make me as happy as he makes me. Gah.. I love love.